samahl: (smirking)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-08 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
[He chuckles a bit.] I do have quite a few of those, I'm sure.
samahl: (Default)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
At least a couple times, even within this conversation. [He's teasing now, of course, but he isn't expecting Kolivan to respond.]
samahl: (all leader-ly)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly, and since my favorite form of distraction is off the table for now... It's better than sitting here and staring into the abyss.
samahl: (i see you)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Do you prefer to stare into the abyss then? I wouldn't want to be a third wheel.
samahl: (survived fuck yeah)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Then here I am, in all of my beautiful glory.

Now the question is, what will you do with me. [Which he says as suggestively as he can manage.]
samahl: (super cute)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Then I'm happy to talk.

You know, I feel like I always ask so many questions of you. Is there anything you wanted to know about me?
samahl: (dark)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Cyril is surprised by that question and after a moment, he looks away. His expression gets more thoughtful. It takes him a moment to work up the courage to answer honestly and then when he speaks he can't look at Kolivan.]

It's not.

Easy for me, I mean.

Sex is easy, but anything more complex than that I utterly fall apart.
samahl: (now that we have a moment alone)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He takes a breath, and has to fight back to urge to shut this down and run.]

I've no idea. It's been like that since I was young. The last time it happened was... a few months before you arrived on the Fleet.
samahl: (the inquisitor)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
[The touch helps. It feels like an anchor. Kolivan's hand is so large and strong against him, and it feels almost like a shield.]

Because you deserve that
samahl: (what is it and how do you know)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
What I want first and foremost is to be your friend.
samahl: (mercenary coat)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Cyril makes a slight face, but it's not against Kolivan so much at his own emotional state at being asked such a question.

He opens and closes his mouth a couple of times.
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Kolivan... Answering that question feels like it will hurt me.

I'm trying but...
samahl: (arrows and bow)

[personal profile] samahl 2019-03-09 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Cyril sighs, thankful to Kolivan for the subject change.]

When I was young. Dalish tend to have roles they fall into. My brother wanted to be a hunter, so I became one as well. He is a dual wielder, so it made sense for me to learn to be a ranged fighter.

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